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Saturday, November 12, 2011
| 4:07 AM
HEY BLOG.
LONG TIME NO SEE HAHA so things have changed quite alot since i last posted You know that girl i was talking about? We are in a relationship already and its been 2 months! hahaah honestly im quite shocked that we are together Oh well We are arguing currently and its pretty serious I feel that we are on the urge of breaking And i dont like it I may say that i dont care anymore but somewhere inside me, i still care alot for her I dont want our relationship to end especially right after we finish our o's and we have more time for each other But its not our first time arguing anyway sort of our 3rd But for this last one, it really got me thinking whos in the wrong And i thought about it And honestly i think shes in the wrong Call me stubborn but she is I mean, girls have the ablility to make something wrong sound right so yea But i still treasure her inspite of her attitude towards me and how she is also stubborn I know that i love her and i can only try my best to be a good boyfriend If somehow or another, we break up, then i wont say it would be my fault of hers I guess i'm just not enough for her. So yea. prom is this coming tuesday And my final chance to make everything work again is by monday. I got the whole of tomorrow to decide whether its worth my 'sorry' and how i can deal with the problem the next time it occurs |
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Tuesday, September 6, 2011
| 8:47 AM
Stupid me
I actually believed that love ever exists in my life |
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| 1:37 AM
WHY?!
Why do you always start a conversation with me when you know i always fuck up the conversation in the end?! I try my best not to talk to you so you wont get sick of me! And yet you keep talking to me and hoping that you will bring the worst out of me Do you want confirmation that you dont like me?! COMEON ITS SO NOT COOL |
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Sunday, September 4, 2011
| 7:48 AM
Heh I think she likes somebody else
Hmm im back to square 1 i guess? But hey, i aint blaming no one this time I may not have her as my girlfriend But i have her as a goodfriend that i can talk to Although i might be starting to annoy her a little I need to find the source of my problem real bad! Anyway, at least now i know there are still some people who makes the effort to know other people! alrighty i shall sleep now Need meet ms phua early in the morning :) HELL YEAH |
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Saturday, September 3, 2011
| 11:29 PM
'Aight' AIGHT AIGHT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
WHO THE HELL MESSAGES ALRIGHT IN SHORT FORM AS AIGHT IF I HAVE A GUN I WOULD SHOOT MYSELF RIGHT NOW BUT SADLY I DONT SO IM JUST GONNA GO TOTAL SHUTDOWN GONNA PUT MY PHONE AWAY AND NOT SEE IT |
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| 10:27 PM
Morning
I just woke up from my nap I've been pretty sleep deprive since the start of the holidays Most probably because im sleeping at midnight and waking up at 6am to walk with my mum at the park I mean it is very healthy for me to walk but jesus am i losing alot of energy Now everytime after we walk finish i will come home at around 8am Then around 10 or 11am i will just go straight to bed and sleep for 1-3 hours My panda eyes are coming back ya know! Haiya what else Im gonna start work at kfc this saturday $4 per hour Im fine with it Its better than rotting at home Somemore can train my time management hmmm what else.... Ohya Tomorrow gonna go study with 4E1 Hopefully i dont get distracted I NEED TO FOCUS SO BADLY haha then im gonna meet valery at 10am then we study first Then the class will come at 11am Best part of tomorrow is that im gonna meet with ms phua at 7.15am to take the class key hehe like that then i happy boy :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) okay then after the whole study thing we gonna have dinner at ws i think Still thinking whether i should stay at school from 7.15am until valery come. Cause if i wake up then go school then comeback then go school again like no point. Maybe i just go class then blast some music with the speaker and dance like some crazy motherf***er for 2 hours and 30 mins Should be can ah hahahaha |
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| 8:16 AM
Oh and one more shit that just happen to me
I was smoking with my friend and my neighbour walked past I managed to knock out most of the smoke and fire But she kept staring at me like she knew what i was doing I quickly came home Told my mum that i was slacking with a friend that was smoking Thats why i had the smell of smoke on me My mum believed me But im sure i just created a dent in this strong wall of trust If my neighbour were to insist that i was smoking The wall will come crumbling down for sure I dont know what i will do if that were to happen I only know that i will need to pick myself up again And hopefully change my life for good |