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Tan Eng Hwee is my name. Gvss is where i study. I got spank at my butt first by a doctor on 29 november 1995 And im madly in love with a girl. =D

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Saturday, November 12, 2011
| 4:07 AM

HEY BLOG.
LONG TIME NO SEE
HAHA so things have changed quite alot since i last posted
You know that girl i was talking about?
We are in a relationship already and its been 2 months!
hahaah honestly im quite shocked that we are together
Oh well
We are arguing currently and its pretty serious
I feel that we are on the urge of breaking
And i dont like it
I may say that i dont care anymore but somewhere inside me, i still care alot for her
I dont want our relationship to end especially right after we finish our o's and we have more time for each other
But its not our first time arguing anyway
sort of our 3rd
But for this last one, it really got me thinking whos in the wrong
And i thought about it
And honestly i think shes in the wrong
Call me stubborn but she is
I mean, girls have the ablility to make something wrong sound right
so yea
But i still treasure her
inspite of her attitude towards me and how she is also stubborn
I know that i love her and i can only try my best to be a good boyfriend
If somehow or another, we break up, then i wont say it would be my fault of hers
I guess i'm just not enough for her.
So yea. prom is this coming tuesday
And my final chance to make everything work again is by monday.
I got the whole of tomorrow to decide whether its worth my 'sorry' and how i can deal with the problem the next time it occurs



Tuesday, September 6, 2011
| 8:47 AM

Stupid me
I actually believed that love ever exists in my life



| 1:37 AM

WHY?!
Why do you always start a conversation with me when you know i always fuck up the conversation in the end?!
I try my best not to talk to you so you wont get sick of me!
And yet you keep talking to me and hoping that you will bring the worst out of me
Do you want confirmation that you dont like me?!
COMEON ITS SO NOT COOL



Sunday, September 4, 2011
| 7:48 AM

Heh I think she likes somebody else
Hmm im back to square 1 i guess?
But hey, i aint blaming no one this time
I may not have her as my girlfriend
But i have her as a goodfriend that i can talk to
Although i might be starting to annoy her a little
I need to find the source of my problem real bad!
Anyway, at least now i know there are still some people who makes the effort to know other people!
alrighty i shall sleep now
Need meet ms phua early in the morning :)
HELL YEAH



Saturday, September 3, 2011
| 11:29 PM

'Aight' AIGHT AIGHT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
WHO THE HELL MESSAGES ALRIGHT IN SHORT FORM AS AIGHT
IF I HAVE A GUN I WOULD SHOOT MYSELF RIGHT NOW
BUT SADLY I DONT SO IM JUST GONNA GO TOTAL SHUTDOWN
GONNA PUT MY PHONE AWAY AND NOT SEE IT



| 10:27 PM

Morning
I just woke up from my nap
I've been pretty sleep deprive since the start of the holidays
Most probably because im sleeping at midnight and waking up at 6am to walk with my mum at the park
I mean it is very healthy for me to walk but jesus am i losing alot of energy
Now everytime after we walk finish i will come home at around 8am
Then around 10 or 11am i will just go straight to bed and sleep for 1-3 hours
My panda eyes are coming back ya know!
Haiya what else
Im gonna start work at kfc this saturday
$4 per hour
Im fine with it
Its better than rotting at home
Somemore can train my time management

hmmm what else....
Ohya
Tomorrow gonna go study with 4E1
Hopefully i dont get distracted
I NEED TO FOCUS SO BADLY
haha then im gonna meet valery at 10am then we study first
Then the class will come at 11am
Best part of tomorrow is that im gonna meet with ms phua at 7.15am to take the class key
hehe like that then i happy boy :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
okay then after the whole study thing we gonna have dinner at ws i think
Still thinking whether i should stay at school from 7.15am until valery come. Cause if i wake up then go school then comeback then go school again like no point. Maybe i just go class then blast some music with the speaker and dance like some crazy motherf***er for 2 hours and 30 mins
Should be can ah hahahaha




| 8:16 AM

Oh and one more shit that just happen to me
I was smoking with my friend and my neighbour walked past
I managed to knock out most of the smoke and fire
But she kept staring at me like she knew what i was doing

I quickly came home
Told my mum that i was slacking with a friend that was smoking
Thats why i had the smell of smoke on me
My mum believed me
But im sure i just created a dent in this strong wall of trust
If my neighbour were to insist that i was smoking
The wall will come crumbling down for sure
I dont know what i will do if that were to happen
I only know that i will need to pick myself up again
And hopefully change my life for good