Hey guys!!
Today i would be blogging about a feeling i felt for this girl in my class during the last few months of school.
Have you ever had a certain girl talking to you but you never like her so the talk feels as a friend talk?But when you like the girl and she talks to you , you will think that she likes you too. This may not be how you felt but this is how i felt . I know it is a very cocky and arrogant thinking , But yeah , I know that i really like her even though she may not like me
It started when our teacher change our seats. I got to sit beside her . The first impression i got about her was that she was a "ah lian" . I got the impression from her dressing . But Man was i wrong.
During the first day we hardly talk , but soon later we talked and joke around.
I was happy that i got to talk to her and i was wrong about her. When i got to understand her more , I realised that she was kind and friendly . She did not despise or not talk to me because of my size.
There was this one time when she said "i love you to bits" or something like that. The " i love you " was those thanks for helping me kind . Not those relationship type . Those 5 words brighten up my day And it made be kinda happy.
But soon we had to change seats as exams were nearing . And then soon we hardly talk to each other. And then the wall of popularity started building up again.(she was popular , i was not)So we hardly talk to each other.
Just yesterday night we went out with our friends including her to a theme park with the theme of halloween . It was fun . I remembered the time when she was frightened by a worker in a ghost suit and she grabbed my arm so tightly. I kinda like it even though it is a sadistic thinking .
Later they went to a ride but i did not follow as i was holding my bladder and i would not want it to come out during the ride so i helped them take their bags . After the ride was over they took their bags back . She was the only one who was to said "Thank you " to me first . That "Thank you" made the whole effort worth while. And after getting out of the theme park , we went to buy drinks and food.
So me and two of my friendse and also her with her friend was waiting for our friend to buy a cafe or something like that.
I was about to turn my head until i notice her hazel eyes. I stared at her eyes and then she too stared back. It lasted for 1-2 seconds maybe?
During that time i got to see what was behind those beautiful hazel eyes. Her feelings her attitude was shown during that stare.
We may not be seeing each other due to the streaming year but hopefully i get to see her one last time if there is a class reunion.
And also because of the three words and two words. I will make a conscious effort of losing weight so that maybe i have a chance to fight for her?
To be true , This is the only post that is talking about this girl.
And if you know who im talking about , please do not spread it around.


P.S I love you.=D