I know this day would come
But the fucked up part is
I dont know when
Imagine just sitting there watching the clouds
Then all of a sudden
You see a cloud pointing a middle finger
To you it may be a joke
To me, its god's way of saying
'You are fucked'

I mean i wish i can forget all about it
But how do you forget someone that gave you so much to remember?
Well this is my weakness
Jealousy, paranoia, It just engulfs you
And just when you thought the worst is over
It comes back and goes all 'SURPRISE BITCH' on you
Well, I think emotions is something i can never control
Its my weak spot

God created my lifestory as a joke
Cause that sick motherfucka' is sitting up there
Fucking bored, trying to find entertainment
And the only way he could find enjoyment
Is by creating my life, and making me suffer cause he gains enjoyment from it

WELL I THINK I JUST MAY HAVE LOST TO GOD
CAUSE HE GOT ME SO MUCH TIMES
IM JUST SICK OF IT
IM DONE WITH A LIFE OF BULLYING,OUTCASTING,PARANOIA
ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE
SO HERES ME SAYING, GOD YOU WON.
ARE YOU GLAD NOW?
CAUSE ONCE IM UP THERE
I WILL WHOOP YOUR ASS AND SENT YOU TO HELL
CAUSE I DONT WANT ANY OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE TO SUFFER LIKE ME

HAVING A FUCKED UP FAMILY,FUCKED UP ATTITUDE,FUCKED UP EMOTIONS,FUCKED UP FRIENDS,FUCKED UP RELATIONSHIPS
WELL LET ME TELL YOU NOW
CAUSE I PROMISE YOU
IM GOING TO KILL A GOD